Friday, April 18, 2014

Snap...







all i have to say is.... everytime i see a couple like this... i automatically have an epic grudge on the girl because i wish wish wish wish that was ME ... feeling a bare arm around me... oooo ohhhh

i would "K1LL" to be in her position...

(gasp!).... did i just type that out loud???

whoopsie :-p


Tuesday, April 15, 2014

Lucky...



when i was at the doctor the today to see her about my annoying flu symptoms... she pointed out one thing that made me realize how just lucky i really am...

she was going through my medical history file and said “oh you had bell’s palsy before?!”.. (which is basically having one side of your face slightly paralyzed ranging from various degrees of severity).... and lucky for me... mine was a fairly mild case...

i didn’t want to write about that whole ordeal... because i figured it was just not the right kinda topic for my blog... but after what the doctor pointed out... she basically said and reassured me that i am lucky to have recovered from that 100% and so quickly too!..

because there are many cases where it can take up to a year for recovery and some of them don’t even get a 100% recovery.

so as i take a moment to think about how i had to deal with that ... and how during that time...my smile looked like err... (as i like to call it)... A JOKER’S SMILE (yes that’s a pop culture batman character reference)... i really have to just be grateful of how .... lucky..... i am that i really have my smile now back to normal... 

:-)

Saturday, April 12, 2014

I Am Me...



once i  was so innocent... locked inside myself...
with the world surrounding me....
wondering through the mysteries...
but now... i... am me

i need just  a breath of life... longed  for love for too long...
breaking down vindictively...
walking through the misery...
but now... i... am me

no need to... hurt ... no need to cry
no need to... fall... to get that high
no need to... trust... just hear the lie
just take a leap... don’t need to fly

once i  was so all alone... lost inside myself...
like a plague that was cast upon me....
making it through instinctively...
but now... i... am me...


~ by N!LoC ~



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